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I tried to help someone with BPD. Here’s why I stopped

What do you do when someone’s disorder makes them behave in an evil way? — It was a dark, cold late January day when a message flickered up on my screen as I huddled under the covers. A former work colleague, from some years ago, had reached out. I hadn’t spoken to him in maybe a year, maybe more, as he’d been in an intense…

Mental Health

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In Defence Of Silvie The Cam Girl

Sex work and the morality of income: yes, yours too — There’s a Yiddish song I’ll share with you: You’ve got to give the butcher his sher (dance)/ no matter what you buy or what you wear/ You’ve got to give the butcher his lot/ for being everything you think you’re not. Opening Remarks to the Court of Public Opinion For little strips of green paper, money has a…

Crime

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In Defence Of Silvie The Cam Girl
In Defence Of Silvie The Cam Girl

5 days ago

Time to say goodbye? The sad truth about Heard V Depp

Why do we hurt the ones we once loved when we leave? — I nearly- so nearly- sent a very unpleasant text a few months ago. I’m glad I didn’t, but it felt good to write it out. Fuck you, I wrote, hastily correcting the duck that had…

Relationships

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Time to say goodbye? The sad truth about Heard V Depp
Time to say goodbye? The sad truth about Heard V Depp

6 days ago

The most important lesson you’ll ever learn: your own emotional autonomy

Whatever you tell yourself, you control your life — I went out with a friend on Saturday night, one who had recently overcome a cheating ex, hospitalisation, and a difficult run in with her own mental health. As we sat there in the Soho dark, drinking cocktails that tasted of icing sugar and drain cleaner, we stumbled on the…

Advice

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The most important lesson you’ll ever learn: your own emotional autonomy
The most important lesson you’ll ever learn: your own emotional autonomy

May 2

How to feel better after something really, really sad

Five things that might help you feel human again — When you’ve experienced something really horrible- it sticks with you. Whether that’s the death of a parent, an ugly custody battle, a horrible break up, an accident, or falling out with a close friend, chances are you’re probably sitting there months later still feeling overwhelmed. The good news is that…

Relationships

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How to feel better after something really, really sad
How to feel better after something really, really sad

Apr 28

It’s been a long time since I experienced homophobia. But going through it again is bringing up a lot of memories

I’ve been out since I was 15. And until now, it’s been pretty easy — I was privileged enough to be born after most of the gay panic had died down. I wouldn’t say things were great in 1996 - obviously I have no memory of it - but certainly by the time I had a thudding realisation I wasn’t straight, no one was going to beat me up. No one was going to set my house on fire, or fire me from work for having a girlfriend. The worst I can truly claim to have experienced as an LGBT+ person was playground bullying for being too masculine, and a few inappropriate comments at work. Nothing unusual.

LGBT

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It’s been a long time since I experienced homophobia.
It’s been a long time since I experienced homophobia.

Apr 19

How a stray dog called Nino changed my life

I’m just back from Sicily. Here’s how I met Nino — Have you been to eastern Sicily? I have. The huge, violent surges of rock give way to dry olive groves and lemon trees that carve their way up into the thick white slopes of dust and sand. If you stare out under the hard blue sky, you can see a seam of the sea blurring white and green on the horizon. This is Morgana’s island, a strange, forbidden place of impossible things. Oranges and lemons spring up from the dead land, almonds grow hard and thick from trees in a land of no rain, and the sun burns until your skin swells red in spring. This is Sicily, and it is, in a funny way, home.

Love

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How a stray dog called Nino changed my life
How a stray dog called Nino changed my life

Apr 16

The definitive guide to heartbreak

I’ve been there. And now I’m here to help you — I know: I don’t know what you’re going through. I don’t know the sound of his voice down a lonely telephone line, the way his eyes glow in the autumn gloom, the shape of his thumb on the nape of your neck, or the way he kisses you like you’re…

Love

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The definitive guide to heartbreak
The definitive guide to heartbreak

Mar 28

Good news for anxious people awaiting a response: it’s almost definitely not you

I promise you, it’s probably not anything you’ve done — We’ve all been there. Someone doesn’t reply to a work email. A friend leaves us on read. We get a funny look from a colleague in the kitchen. And the catastrophizing begins: you’re definitely being fired. That friend hates you. Everyone at work is gossiping about you. No matter how…

Self

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Good news for anxious people awaiting a response: it’s almost definitely not you
Good news for anxious people awaiting a response: it’s almost definitely not you

Mar 15

They Are Outside

Short psychological fiction — There are chalk cold moons that shift between the bare trunks above raw cold teeth. The red tongues lick at the hunger of those gaping wounds of wide white mouths and exhale to the skies of that need for flesh. In the dark, they pace, pace, eyes never leaving the…

7 min read

They Are Outside
They Are Outside
Madelaine Lucy Hanson

Madelaine Lucy Hanson

26 year old with an awful lot to say about everything. Opinions entirely my own. Usually. madelaine@madelainehanson.co.uk

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